Dont have any classes and I guess today is a rest day for me after Mid semester exam and before going to clinical experience. With a happy tummy, I decided to post my second blog.
Oh yes, my second blog will let you know why I'm enchanted. Nahh, just straight to the point, its all about someone. Yeah, I guess he is someone in my heart. Unrequited love. And how I feel it on my heart.
I feel that I almost get over him. Because I dont want to hurt myself by giving my hand to someone who dont want to hold it, or even look at it. Hahahahaha.
And in fact, part of me still hope that he will turn back and see me looking at him. *pray* I'm not going to mention who is him, what did he do, because if he read this, he will know that I'm talking about him. And still thinking about him. I know that something went wrong about me. Holding on something that I dont even know at the end will be mine or not.
“Because, if you could love someone, and keep loving them, without being loved back . . . then that love had to be real. It hurt too much to be anything else.”
― Sarah Cross, Kill Me Softly
Yes, you can see it. How much I've been hurt by loving him.
But that does not mean it will ruin my life right? The important thing is, I'm in love with Allah. I can feel how much He loves me. And regardless of how many sins I've done to Him, He still love me. That love is the purest love I've ever feel.
And I'm not sad about this unrequited love. I know, Allah have a better plan for me. InsyaAllah. Even if it is written that he is not meant for me, I believe out there, I will meet another half of my heart.
I should focus on how to make my life better. Be a good daughter in my family, make them proud of me because they've sacrifice for me since I was born.
Last but not least, I want to dedicated this quote to you :
Do not seek for human's love because that love will hurt you, but seek for Allah's love because with His love, you will find the meaning of true love. InsyaAllah.
Salam sayang,
